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My INsaNIty

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You make me so upset sometimes

I feel like I could loose my mind...

 

You make me so angry and annoyed

I feel like I'm starting to go insane...

 

The conversation goes nowhere

Because you're never gonna listen to me...

 

And I know, what I know

And I know you're no good for me

Yeah I know, what I know

And I know it's not meant to be

 

Here's my dilemma

one half of me wants ya

and the other half wants to forget it

My-my-my dilemma

From the moment I met ya

I just cant get you out of my head

 

Here's my insanity

one half of me wants to stay

and the other half wants to leave it all

My-my-my insanity

From the moment I got older

I just couldn't get these thoughts out of my head

 

And I tell myself to run from you

But I find myself attracted to my dilemma

My dilemma, it's you, it's you

 

And I tell myself to hid from it all

But I find myself attracted to my insanity

My insanity, it's you, it's you

 

Your eyes have told a thousand lies

But I believe them when they look in mine

 

Your eyes have told a thousand lies

But I still wont believe them when the look at me

 

I heard the rumors but you won't come clean

I guess I'm hoping it's because of me...

 

I've heard what you said but you won't come clean

I guess I'm hoping it's because of me...

 

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                                                                    And I know, what I know

                                                                And I know you're no good for me

                                                                    Yeah I know, what I know

                                                                And I know it's not meant to be

 

                                                                    Here's my insanity

                                                             one half of me wants to stay

                                                          and the other half wants to leave it all

                                                                    My-my-my insanity

                                                             From the moment I got older

                                                         I just couldn't get these thoughts out of my head

 

                                                              And I tell myself to hid from it all

                                                         But I find myself attracted to my insanity

                                                                  My insanity, it's you, it's you

 

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                                                                   Whoa, I cold live without you

                                                                        You're smile, your eyes

                                                                The way you make me feel inside

                                                                        I could live without you

                                                                            But I don't wanna

                                                                                I don't wanna

                                                                                        Oh

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                                                            Oh, you make me so angry and annoyed

 

                                                                            Here's my insanity

                                           one half of me wants to stay and the other wants to leave it all

                                                                            My-my-my insanity

                                                                       From the moment I got older

                                                            I just couldn't get these thoughts out my head

                                                                   (Couldn't get these thoughts out)

                                                                   and I tell myself to hid from it all

                                                             But I find myself attracted to my insanity,

                                                                        My insanity, it's you, it's you

 

                                                                                My-my-my inanity

I came up with this to describe how I felt when I wrote it which was annoyed, depressed anything else you could say. But the song My dilemma by selena gomez came on while listening to my playlist and the first few lines in I could think of opposites that fit how I felt at that moment. Some of it is to my parents and how they don’t understand how I feel and another part is how I'm to chicken to do anything like leave. Especially because I don't want to do that to my friend Haley or leave her. She's the only person/thing I have as a friend and understandment.

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GurRaeye's avatar
Such a lovely piece. I can see a lot of struggles in just your words. Not saying you struggled to get the words out, but that the words themselves represent your struggles. And... I totally can't think of anything else to say... But you did a really fantastic job on this.

Oh and I noticed we both had a song posted on here, and they were both named "My Insanity" Weird coincident that we would stumble across each others song.

Have an awesome day! :tighthug: